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Sunday, January 15, 2006

of searching for my rainbow: part I.

hey... guess what?
i'm actually posting my entry from my house rite now..
yup! i actually hv an internet connection @home.. yay!
thanx to my bro-in-law, sheik for making this happen..
haha! too much for an effort from dear ol' me.. ouch!

anyways, while surfing, the tv is on, having star movie's the village on it and nobody's watching. mama is by my side, sleeping, while on the other couch, there's papa, also sleeping. must be fed up with my wanted to watch the village when i actually surfing the net on the other hand.. well, i didn't mean to hog everything in the house, but sebenarnya saya nak tengok the village but at the same time, i cudn't resist the temptations to surf the net as well. with jez the 3 of us @home, senang sket nak do stuff. my lil nieces are out with their dad & mum, sebab tu la saya kebosanan lantas mengambil keputusan untuk melayari internet. b is still cracking his head @his office. kesian...

i, on the other other hand (byknye tangan saya...) was actually juggling from one task to another in the ofis! tukar tu tukar ni lah.. having to print this & that pastu tersalah print la, then was late for the appointment with the production hse yg buat AV presentation for our national sales conference la.. esok kena pegi ofis lagi.. need to tidy up my campaign werk b4 my monday review with the 'ever-so-kelam-kabut' marketing team... oh, life (in avon) sucks!

ape nak buat kan? i thot life wud be different here.. mmg different but it's getting out of control. getting out of control sebab werk madness yg dorg keep on feeding my tired self. cud hardly remember a lot of things nowadays. it's like having a mental breakdown sometimes.. serious! and it's killing me! tapi kalau tak keja, sapa nak bagi saya makan? sape nak bayar hutang-hutang saya? sape nak belikan toiletteries saya? macamana nak kawen? uhuk! uhuk!

now, when will the rainbow comes and fills my day?

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

of cruisin' in 2 0 0 6.

hey fellas.. happy 2006 to everyone!

been you-know-what of late. with the holidays and all, i can't really tuned in 2006 very well.. cuz in my mind there is only work.. work.. and more work.

come february 2006, i'll be celebrating my 1st year of wobbly journey in avon malaysia...
oh, no i don't feel excited or thrilled at all cuz trust me a 5% raise isn't really anybody's idea of happiness!

anyway, i do hope i'd get the best of 2006 cuz i am expecting a few changes here and there.. one thing for sure, my performance bonus! if i were fated not to get it, i'm better off selling nasi lemak by the road side..

what else ya?
* oho.. few invites from friends and some cousins for their historical day..
(sha & daoh.. anytime this year? ;-D)
* to improve myself in these aspects:
i) practise yoga when i'm at home,
ii) spare some dough for my next visit to ranjit. that means no plastico-swipo-and-go. unless if b insisted that i use his.. hehe..
iii) try not to spend extravagantly on unnecessary stuff,
iv) to have faith and trust in people i know and love.

those were only some of it... and they were easier said than done huh?
well.. i'll try.

have a great 2006 guys!