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of being in a strange moment...

last night was strange.. i mean this morning.
my phone rang at around 3-something am, with blurry eyes, i looked at the screen. it was b who called.. arghh! shoots! am soo damn sleepy....
"b, m coming over to your hse.. i abis keja lambat la tadi..."
"wateva for? you kan nak pegi johor pagi2 esok? you have to go back to tanjung karang......."
"i nak jumpa you.. kan hari ni my birthday.. you tak wish pon...? lagipon mcmana i nak balik skrg.. i dah mengantuk ni..."
tiba2 dah tak ngantuk.... yeah... i know, his birthday.. but i accidentally sleep the midnight away cuz i am soooo sleepy...

a long silent that was...
"u kat mana nih..?"
"dah nak dekat dgn rumah you...."
"ermmm... yelah...."

about 5 minutes later, i heard his car pulling over. i ran downstairs, not a bit of guiltiness in me, marah lagi ada sbb pagi2 buta nak mengada-ngada dgn aku... (seriously, if it's weekdays, people started to bug me in the middle of the night, i'll get pissed!!)
as i opened the door, i saw him stood there, patiently. belum sempat cakap ape2, he gave me a box...
"nah.. this is for you..."
"ape nih?"

"awak cakap dgn sapa tu?"
oh.. terlupa lak, dad was watching tv at that moment (he watches tv almost evry nite till wee hours..)

"b ada kat luar nih.." i said immediately..

so, i took the box from him. from the vague road light, i could hardly register what was i looking at...

"thumbdrive... cantik!" he said.
i looked at him... awww.. he shudn't have..

"apa laaa.. you yg patutnya dapat present, not me.."
"takpelaaa... sori..." i kinda know what he was sorry for...

"thanx.... happy birthday..."

so, i invited him in.. (well.. he does sleep over sometimes...) lepas bagi salam, he went to the kitchen's toilet to change his pants. i took out the thick blanket, a pillow and his ikea fleece out from the small room kat bawah tangga tu and quickly spread it on the plank...

"oklah.. i naik dulu.. thanx again!"
"ok.. thanx!"

i quickly went up to my room and chucked in the box i was holding in my bag.
before continuing my sleep, i smsed him just to say thanks.. again..

i woke him up @around 6.30am, just before i left to work... but he said to just call him instead @7am...

well.. he can be irritatingly selfish sometimes and surprisingly adorable the next second. i just don't know what to expect from him anymore....

happy birthday, baby. i know i can be crude at times.. but that's just who i am...
i love you to the bone and you know that...

may The Almighty bless you & us...

posted by roxychick @ 7:42 AM