masih tidak tahu apa yang perlu gua update kat sini.
after few attempts from an uninvited reader yang tak habis-habis nak slander gua dengan pelbagai tohmahan yang tak masuk akal, after repeatedly listened to the King's songs over the week and after kelelahan menyiapkan current task dengan jayanya (tapi masih menunggu review belah petang jap lagi), gua masih takde story yang best untuk dikongsi.
*eleh. kalau ada pon mungkin pasal si zaes aka ek ek. tapi cerita biasa seorang anak yang sedang membesar. tapi interesting la jugak. cuma bila nak bercerita sekarang, jadi paranoid orang akan pikir gua ni tak habis-habis nak cerita pasal anak, orang lain pon ada anak jugak, tapi tak kecoh pon kan...? tsk. tsk.*
anyways, owh! baru teringat.. remember this entry? not about dolah & dolly but about THE GREAT COSMETICS SALE tu lah... haha hihi.. and i am now presenting you these...
i went to this place, 2 weeks ago...
... to collect these! yay!! *evil laugh*
don't ask me how on earth did i get my hands on them invites but...... I GOT 'EM! haha hihi. (if you're an avid reader of sns, you would know how do i get them..) and i'll be going with my lil sis. and few other friends.
there's still another 2 more weeks to go... be there or be square! haha hihi.
to the blasphemous anonymous, (who is apparently using the same puteri & penyokong puteri ID)
look! you really wanna test how far can i go innit?? ok.. now i'm gonna tell you only one thing, just wait for a police to show up at your place and have you arrest once and for all as i can't stand anymore malicious comments from you. bila engkau dah masuk tempat orang, tak bagi salam pulak tu, orang dah cuba melayan kerenah meroyan engkau tu sebaik mungkin, tapi engkau masih tak faham bahasa jugak, i am dark-skinned and i'm so ever proud about it sebab Allah dah tentukan aku macam tu, tapi sebab engkau dah cakap fitnah yang melampau pasal mak aku, memang akan kena jugak ni! (memang payah cakap dengan orang yang suka memfitnah ni!)
seriously, i'm gonna make a POLICE REPORT and it's not hard to find you because, i have your location and i SERIOUSLY know who you are!(dah bagitau banyak kali ni... masih tak paham-paham jugak..)
dah bagitau awal2, tapi tak paham jugak, memang tak lama lagi jadi headline suratkhabar la engkau!! I'M SERIOUS OKAY!!
i don't do comment moderation cuz i don't need to as it is not me who talk bad about other people. dear readers, now YOU can be the judge. YOU can now see the true intentions of this so-called orang yang berselindung di sebalik nama Allah untuk menginsafkan orang lain, tetapi diri sendiri rupanya... subhanallah... beribu-ribu kali memerlukan keinsafan dariNya.
eventho it is hard for me to let the comment to be viewed by others due to the fact she has tarnished my mama's (too) good name, tapi dengan kuasa Allah tu, memang dah nampak sangat apa yang dia nak cakap dan buat. and no, again, orang macam ni takkan boleh stop me from writing as long as i shall live.
may Allah grant you with whatever you're trying to achieve in this small world.
and about the POLICE REPORT, YES, I'M BLOODY SERIOUS!! sila la hantar komen lagi.
when i stepped out of the house this morning, the day was melancholically cloudy, and little that i know that i'm about to hear a sad, a very, very devastating news over the radio. 2 devastating news actually.
farrah fawcett has passed on, after years battling anal cancer. for those who didn't know, she was one of the original charlie's angels... but my entry today is not so much about her lah sebab...
... the BIGGEST, SHOCKING news EVER, the legend, superstar, michael jackson dies at the age of 50 of cardiac arrest.
i was speechless and was hoping that it was just a rumour. so, i was radio surfing, hearing all sorts of infos, calling & smsing people, and every single station played mj's songs! one of the malay radio stations, era.fm played the most touching (and on of my favourite) song of all, heal the world. my sis and i were singing & humming to the song and silently, somehow, i felt awkward having to accept the fact that the great legend has died.
i can't say that i'm his biggest fan coz probably others would claimed that too kan. but, i grew up listening to his songs, watching his mtvs, he came to malaysia once in 1996 (october) for his history tour and a blast it was (i didnt go sebab masa tu spm.. uhuhuuu)... gosh! he really died, didnt he....? he's a great person (despite the tonnes of pain he has to go thru since childhood), he unites us all thru his music and inspiring songs (some even learn how to speak english by singing mj's songs) and not to forget, he's a trend setter! with his black shoes and white socks, worn together with black senteng pants... his dance moves, the moonwalk!! ah! terlalu banyak kenangan seorang michael jackson dalam kehidupan seluruh manusia dunia...
i shall pray to Allah that he'll rest in peace and may Allah bless his soul... alfatihah...
he'll be missed by us all... the king of pop!
There's A Place In Your Heart And I Know That It Is Love and this place could Much Brighter Than Tomorrow And If You Really Try You'll Find There's No Need To Cry In This Place You'll Feel That There's No Hurt Or Sorrow
There Are Ways To Get There If You Care Enough For The Living Make A Little Space Make A Better Place...
Heal The World Make It A Better Place For You And For Me And The Entire Human Race There Are People Dying If You Care Enough For The Living Make A Better Place For You And For Me
If You Want To Know Why There's A Love That Cannot Lie Love Is Strong It Only Cares For Joyful Giving If We Try We Shall See In This Bliss We Cannot Feel Fear Or Dread We Stop Existing And Start Living
Then It Feels That Always Love's Enough For Us Growing Make A Better World Make A Better World...
Heal The World Make It A Better Place For You And For Me And The Entire Human Race There Are People Dying If You Care Enough For The Living Make A Better Place For You And For Me
And The Dream We Were Conceived In Will Reveal A Joyful Face And The World We Once Believed In Will Shine Again In Grace Then Why Do We Keep Strangling Life Wound This Earth Crucify Its Soul Though It's Plain To See This World Is Heavenly Be God's Glow
We Could Fly So High Let Our Spirits Never Die In My Heart I Feel You Are All My Brothers Create A World With No Fear Together We'll Cry Happy Tears See The Nations Turn Their Swords Into Plowshares
We Could Really Get There If You Cared Enough For The Living Make A Little Space To Make A Better Place...
Heal The World Make It A Better Place For You And For Me And The Entire Human Race There Are People Dying If You Care Enough For The Living Make A Better Place For You And For Me
Heal The World Make It A Better Place For You And For Me And The Entire Human Race There Are People Dying If You Care Enough For The Living Make A Better Place For You And For Me
There Are People Dying If You Care Enough For The Living Make A Better Place For You And For Me
dunia ni tak besar mana, nak nak malaysia ni. pegi sini, pegi sana, tup tup jumpa jugak. like what i'm trying to do before, kalau bole taknak la semua orang (yang i kenal especially) tau i ada blog ni, but like i said, it's a small world. orang dah terjumpa, terjumpa la jugak.
anyway, i've promised myself not to panjang-panjangkan lagi benda yang dah lapuk. or if dalam term accounting, hutang terakru katanya...
oklah, my dear readers, i'll be back with more stories and more piccies of whatever soon.
meanwhile, i just wanna say selamat pengantin baru to a good friend of mine, one & her hubby, aiz! they tied the knot last sunday (during father's day), i missed the solemnisation as i came late (cannot go early sebab♥si kenit zaes ♥ bangun lambat) but glad to see her, finally getting married to the love of her life!
i heard the solemnisation was well.. a wee bit solemn & emotional sket cuz her late arwah mother is not there to celebrate their happy day kan. but, sad stories aside, i'm sure she's looking down from heaven and mesti happy with everything. to the both of you, selamat menempuh alam perkahwinan and insyaAllah, everything will be smooth-sailing after this! glad that you love our wedding gift! may Allah bless you with (well, i said it once, and now i'm saying it again) rainbow, glitters & sunshine! and lots of kids too! ♥ u babe! *awwwwww....*
the newly-weds, one ♥aiz. pic courtesy of subhikarimdotcom. (jangan marah, kat subhikarimdotcom. pon blom published lagi k? eh, kenapa bridesmaid nampak marah? hehe.. no hard feelings chiq!)
wow! (still gather myself to actually believe this.. jap eh...)
komen ni adalah datangnya dari entry saya yang sebelumnya, pasal father's day tu, tapi komen yang ditulis takde kena mengena langsung dengan father's day. haha. okay, here goes:
Cakap salah tak cakap pun salah, kau ingat tak marketing conference 2006 kat PD. Masa tu kau di arahkan oleh Nik Su, Mek Na dll untuk ambil gambar sorang budak mktg dgn budak sales. Aku pun heran kau ikut aje arahan tu walaupun menganggu privacy orang. U pun ada cakap MYOB. Kita orang masa tu tak berani cakap apa apa, tapi kesian dia orang tu tak cukup ambil gambar kau sebarkan gambar tu satu office walaupun x ada apa pun. Ada satu gambar tu sorang tu tengah buka seluar sbb nak terjun laut dan bagi sorang tu simpan. Tapi kalau org x faham gambar tu boleh jadi fitnah. Bagi kita orang apa yang berlaku ni satu misibah atau balasan dari Allah swt. Kalau kau teliti semua yang buat conspiracy tu ada yang dah kena musibah atau balasan. Itu baru balasan di dunia belum lagi di akhirat, sebagai kawan pergilah minta maaf pada dua dua tu sebelum terlambat entahkan ada lagi musibah besar selepas ni. Selalunya Doktor tak akan beritahu betul betul. Sebenarnya ketumbuhan macam tu adalah sebahagian dari cancel. Cuba kau kira berapa orang dah kena musibah tu kat office, itu yang terang yang tak terang kita tak tahu. Kau marah betul kat Yahudi, tapi perangai kau orang pun macam Yahudi, berniat jahat untuk menjatuhkan seseorang dan ada baiknya kau nasihatkan sahabat yang lain tu supaya minta maaf. Hanya Allah yang Maha Mengetahui. Wassalam
first and foremost, terima kasih sebab sudi melawat blog saya yang tak seberapa ni. dan melalui apa yang saya baca kat sini, anda telah membaca quite a number of my posts sebab ada beberapa perkara yang disentuh disini dan anda telah membuat rumusan darinya.
apa yang anda tulis mengenai mktg conference tu nampak sangatla yang anda ni mungkin merupakan sebahagian dari staff di tempat mana saya bekerja. if you're not from mktg dept itself, maybe you're from other department or mungkin juga ex-staff.. tah. i dont know. i dont have a clue. tapi takpe. tak kisahlah semua tu.
saya seorang hamba Allah yang kerdil. mungkin tak semua perlakuan saya orang suka. dan saya redha tentang semua tu. sebab orang yang tak mengenali saya, memang akan mempunyai pelbagai persepsi, whether negative or positive.
untuk itu, i dedicate this entry just for you. and to others yang mungkin tak menggemari cara saya atau cara penulisan saya. untuk pengetahuan semua, saya menulis kerana saya memang minat menulis. tapi bukan secara profesional, cuma secara suka-suka, my way of expressing my feelings and interpretation of life. apa yang saya tulis pasal yahudi ke, pasal orang lain ke, itu cuma luahan hati and tak semestinya sama dengan orang lain. if saya suka epal hijau la contohnya, tapi suami saya tak suka epal hijau, takkan saya nak paksa dia makan epal hijau tu? paling bagus saya boleh buat, hanyalah menyakat suami saya sebab tak makan epal hijau. tahap sakat tu tengok jugak, kalau orang tak kenal, memang orang akan anggap yang cara saya menyakat tu melampau.
dan baru saya perasan, saya tak pernah mention apa2 pon pasal marketing conference kat pd tu kat blog saya ni. memang tak penah, and anda tak perasan ke by commenting what you've just commented, secara tak langsung anda pon cuba menjatuhkan saya juga? pembaca saya yang lain tak pernah tau pon cerita-cerita sebegitu, tapi komen awak akan membuatkan orang tertanya2, "ish. teruknya budak ni, buat benda-benda camtu.." dah la tak secara detail tentang apa yang anda tulis tu, lepas tu anda cakap pulak pasal musibah yang menimpa saya semua tu.
untuk pengetahuan, setelah diamati archive gambar dari mek na, the only pic yang saya amik masa tu, saya tau gambar mana yang anda maksudkan tu. tapi, memang tak penah la saya sebarkan gambar tu satu ofis as what you've claimed. (gila nak mampus kena memo dengan director of IT?) belum penah lagi saya hantar email cc satu ofis. tapi apa yang awak maksudkan tu, maybe sebab saya burn gambar2 tu semua then i passed them to mek na, and satu department dah view the pics, so maybe that's what you meant la kot.
ye, memang tak salah nak bercakap. cuma yang tak seronoknya, bila anda bercakap cara macam ni. kalau ikhlas nak menegur, anda tau kat mana nak carik saya. dan saya tak pernah paksa anda menyukai saya waima membaca blog ini sekalipon. kat ofis ni pon memang ramai yang saling bermuka-muka dan saling mengutuk antara satu sama lain, antara tau tak tau je.
tapi kalau dah sampai tahap menuduh saya pon yahudi, itu agak melampau la kot. sebab saya rasa belum pernah lagi ada staff kat sini yang kena berhenti kerja disebabkan saya telah menyebarkan perkara yang bukan-bukan dengan niat nak jatuhkan orang lain. nope. tak pernah.
kalau ikutkan malas rasanya nak komen lebih lanjut pasal ni. sebab memang tak guna bercakap kat orang yang menyorok di sebalik identiti yang direka-reka.. takpelah. tapi ada satu benda yang saya agree dengan anda, Hanya Allah yang Maha Mengetahui. memang hanya Allah yang maha mengetahui apa yang tersirat dalam hati saya, sebab perkara baik buruk yang saya lakukan, tak perlu lah dipukul dicanang kepada orang. hanya Allah yang mengetahui segala-galanya.
terima kasih puteri sebab mengutarakan semua ini kepada saya. sebagai hamba Allah yang hina dina ni, memang ada perkara yang kadangkala terlepas pandang, terlepas tulis dan terlepas cakap. saya akan sentiasa mendoakan kesejahteraan semua, semoga Allah dapat membalas jasa anda yang menegur kekurangan insanNya ini. amin.
to my other readers, thanks for your support and insyaAllah i'll keep on writing selagi hayat dikandung badan (budi yang baik dikenang jua. eyh, diamlah kau suara hati!). perkara macam ni, insyaAllah akan menjadi peringatan buat saya dan semua yang lain dan akan saya jadikan motivasi untuk terus berkarya menulis. (ceh. ceh. ingat selebriti ke hape?)
*entry ni saya tak boleh letak gambar sebab takde gambar yang sesuai untuk direlatekan*
ayah. bapak. daddy. walid. in my case, mister papa.
hey korang...
if korang yang selalu baca my blog ni sure notice that i seldom writes about my mister papa, if ada pon maybe you didn't notice sebab sikit sangat cerita pasal dia. well, true enough, i seldom writes or discuss about him (and most of the time, if we had gatherings or any other family thingey, mesti tak pernah mention pasal mister papa) sebab i'm not that close to him and the fact that he's one guy yang selalu suka buat his own stuff and what not lah.
but of course, we chatted sometimes, bring him out to dinners and all the normal things a daughter would do to her parent la kan. cuma tak selalu je. maybe sebab tu kot i feel that i'm not that close to him. but nevertheless, i know somehow that we had few things in common, among others; i inherited his art side (he was a graphic designer once upon a time), we support the same epl team which is none other that liverpool and love watching football together (he used to bring me out to the stadium to watch malaysia premier league matches when i was a little), we were both arrogant and hard-headed, always at each others throat (haha! a huge, honest confession that was!) and of course, he always said (i think my other family members pon said the same thing about me) that i like to argue (tak kira i'm guilty or not.. mesti nak menang! yela, masa kecik cita-cita nak jadi lawyer, tapi tak cukup pandai nak amik law)... what else yah..? hmm.. i guess tu je la yang i can think of.
but when i started to have my own family, and the fact that some things changed over the years (read: makcik dah tua!), i do have some soft spots, somewhere in my heart whenever i looked at his face. oh, one thing about him that i noticed, eventho he's 62 years old now, but he doesn't look like one. he looks younger than that (tulah.. kuasa Allah, there may be some things yang dia tak dapat, tapi mungkin sebab dia rajin solat and mengaji, Allah bagi nur kat dia berkat air wudhu'..) a lot of things happened but i guess, being her daughter, whatever flaws he did and no matter how bad the situation is, i'll always cherished him and of course, love him till the final days of my life. yelah, without him, i won't even be in this world, no?
i'll always pray for your health and well being, mister papa. and you'd always be zaes' favourite tok papa forever.
and alfatihah to my arwah father-in-law. (i didn't to get to know him well as he passed away 5 months after we tied the knot. but the wasiat yang arwah bapak tinggalkan kat incek suami before he left, insyaAllah, it'll happen. sooner or later...)
and... (meh kira berapa banyak and kat entry ni)
to daddy zaes, you jadik footnote je hari ni sebab cerita pasal you dah banyak pon. siap masuk newspaper lagi kan..? hahaha. but, you're the best daddy for zaes in the whole wide world and will always be.. i love you very much too!
mister papa, photographed here by.. err.. who else, with lil zaes when he was few months old (serious tak ingat umur ek ek masa tu!)
I recall the iron hand Held me safe in its grasps Like sapphire need no words Everyone I understood In the wind came a sound Let me far from our town Searching for another way Now in the dark I will embrace Walid In my dream I see his face That the tears can't erase Then I wake in despair And cast my cry into the earth Walid The child in my father's house, I see Running through the opened gate, it's me Wandering out across the sand A stranger in a lonely land Walid I see a child in my father's house Running through the opened gates Walid It's me Walid.
sung by: m.nasir song & lyrics by: m. nasir & brad parker sources are from: www.muziknusantara.com
i went to this place, 2 weeks ago...
... to collect these! yay!!
