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an open letter to my lil boy, zaes : part I :

i suddenly have this urge to write a letter to my lil zaes, for him to read when he's smart enough to read and understand the content of the letter. so, here goes:

dear zaes,

hi sayang mommey! by the time you discover mommey's blog, mommey tak sure if i'm still around in this world or not. i hope i'm still around. anyway, how on earth do you know my blog address? did you just google your name? nak test how famous you are eh? haha.. well you're probably famous now sebab when i wrote posts about you, i'd make sure i labelled them as zaes. you know why zaes? easy to pronounce and remember. plus, a friend of mine said that zaes tu macam nama glamour la.. same goes dengan daddy.. he likes to post tonnes of pictures of you on the net, especially kat his web/flickr site guna nama zaes. you know how's your daddy la kan..

oh. i've got videos of you and your lil cousins (probably with your other siblings too.. well.. i dont know cuz masa mommey tulis post ni, mommey belum pregnant lagi) posted on the net, and i'm sure you'll find them soon enough. (this one seen here with your cousin, myia sarah was taken by your aunt fura)

actually, from today onwards, mommey rasa mommey nak post a letter for you, here @ my blog. tak kisahla if it's sebulan sekali ke, setahun sekali ke. bila mommey teringat je, mommey will write something so that you'd know how much i love you and always will. ala. kat previous entries pon mommey ada cerita bout zaes, tapi yang surat ni konon2 macam reminder for you laa and if you have any other siblings in the future, i'd do the same for them too.

masa mommey tulis entry ni, umur zaes baru 1 tahun 5 bulan 16 hari. at this age, dah macam2 dah zaes boleh buat. i can say that mommey quite amazed jugak la with your achievement eventho tak se'best' kal-el anak jor-el or keenan anak marcell si penyanyi indonesia tu. eventho rambut zaes tak lebat, berat pon tak lepas 9kg, bulu kening pon takde, kulit gelap macam mommey and quite small for a person of your age, tapi zaes is a very smart boy. macam sekarang ni, dah macam2 perkataan yang zaes dah tau. ada some of it you learn by yourself, and most of it sebab mommey, daddy, tok mama or your aunties yang ajar la kan. eventho tak banyak and not that fluent, tapi zaes tak pelat. at least mommey & the rest faham la apa yang zaes nak cakap. zaes nak tau what are the words yang zaes dah boleh cakap? i might tertinggal one or two (or more):

ball
golll!!!
car
air biya * ribena (and other drinks too, termasuk la air suam)
mimi * mommey
daddy
mama * tok mama
biya * auntie billa
yuyu * auntie lulu
mimi/daddy nye car * mommey/daddy punya car/kereta
nose
teeth
adoi
amboi
oh! oh!
akum * assalamualaikum
allah.. bar * allahuakbar (takpe. i shall correct your pronounciation along the way ok)
nak walk * nak jalan
tekedai * kedai
pipi
crocs
kakak
amang * abang
adik
baby
atuk
nenek (daddy nye mak)

and ada banyak lagi yang mommey takleh ingat lah. oh, semalam masa uncle jai and auntie miya nak balik, tiba-tiba je zaes panggil nama auntie miya. semua orang terkejut sebab before this susah betul zaes nak sebut nama auntie miya eventho mommey dah penat ajar.

apart from slowly picking up on your vocabs, did you know that you started to walk when you were 11 months old? haa.. sebab tu la sekarang zaes asyik nak jalan laju je. kadang2 tu berlari. hai anak mommey sorang ni, dah la katik, bila lari kelam kabut camtu, boleh buat mommey penat tau sebab nak mengejar awak. tak cukup tu, zaes pon suka panjat sana sini sampai mommey takut if zaes terjatuh.

dah dapat toy baru lagi la.. (sama macam kat dalam gambar ni masa daddy sibuk sangat nak pegi beli kereta ni kat toys r us. zaes suka sangat dengan kereta ni sampai tak nak keluar. but yours is yellow in colour. tak sempat lagi mommey nak amik gambar zaes dengan sports car kuning tu kat rumah) tapi for now, zaes tak pandai manouvre the car lagi. all you know is, just dok diam2 kat dalam kereta tu and then tekan satu lagu ni sampai habis. kenapa suka sangat dengan lagu tu?

benda lain yang zaes suka buat is main gitar mainan kecik yang dah nak tercabut tu sebab zaes suka hentak-hentakkan dia. zaes start suka gitar sebab you saw daddy fiddling with his fender stratocaster ada one night ni. so, bila daddy tau, daddy try to teach you how to hold a guitar tapi masa tu, being zaes, zaes memang malas nak amik tau. tapi, masa tengok anugerah juara lagu 2008, when you saw aizat performed his song while playing his guitar, masa tu, zaes terus amik gitar mainan kecik tu, and you mimicked him. alahai.. masa tu mommey rasa zaes ni memang smartest baby in the world lah (who doesn't?? every parent pon macam tu la..)!

zaes pon suka sangat sakat mommey kadang-kadang. bila mommey tanya, "sayang mommey tak?" nanti zaes geleng kepala sambil sengih. pastu mommey tanya lagi, "habis tu sayang sapa?" your answer would be "mama.." sengih lagi. notty la anak mommey ni. mommey geram sangat sampai mommey rasa macam nak cubit gigit-gigit je muka zaes yang kecik tapi dahi jendul tu. isk.

the other thing that you like to do now is to peep in the garbage bin. zaes tau tak tong sampah tu kotor, banyak sampah & berkuman? suka betul awak jengok tong sampah, mommey pon tak paham. bila mommey change your diaper, bukan main suka lagi sebab tau mommey mesti suruh zaes buang kat tong sampah. laju je bila nak pegi buang sampah. hari tu masa makan sunmaid raisins kotak mini tu pon, dah habis je, terus zaes pegi dapur, buang dalam tong sampah. hmm.. berkesedaran sivik sungguh anak mommey sorang ni. bagus camtu. tapi lepas pegang the garbage bin's lid, jangan lupa wash your tiny hands yah.

banyak benda yang mommey nak cakap pasal zaes ni, tapi mommey takleh nak ingat.. eh. ha.. sekarang ni colleague mommey tengah pasang lagu dugaan-Nya by hujan. teringat kat the way your dance to this song and everytime mommey nyanyi lagu ni, mesti zaes tak sabar2 nak nyanyi "wo.. wo.." you are so ever cute la ok! isk. babap kang!

hmmm. takpela. mommey rasa i'll stop here (read: mommey kena continue buat keja ofis la..) if ada lagi yang mommey nak cakap, mommey will write again. ok ye sayang mommey. be a good boy now ok. jangan lawan cakap mommey & daddy & tok mama especially. sebab tok mama yang banyak jaga zaes masa mommey & daddy pegi keja and most of the time dia yang tau apa yang zaes buat. she's a supergranny ok! and be good to others too ok. be a strong boy, jangan nak mengada-ngada most of the time, always perform your prayers and remember Allah. if masa zaes baca ni, mommey is not around anymore, zaes jaga diri baik-baik tau. if zaes dah ada adik, jaga adik (-adik) jugak. mommey always pray for your well-being and others too.

yang pakai tudung tu la tok mama yang super granny tu! and your other 2 aunties, biya & yuyu. heh.


gambar ni daddy amik kat midvalley lepas kita sume buka puasa kat madam kwan's,ramadhan 2008. kenapa zaes pon senyum sama? see. i told you, you're smart sebab you know that daddy's taking our picture. tsk.

okay sayang.. mommey sayang kat zaes tau! i love you sayang!

love, hugs, kisses,
mommey.

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