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baby mommey!

having the chance to deliver a baby was the bestest experience i've ever had only God knows! eventho i've heard a lot of different versions on how painful it was to get the baby out, it'll never match the one you had! seriously!

painful? YES! i was in agony while in labour! (from 2.45pm-7.30pm) tak kira la apa yang orang cerita but i think when it's time for you to experience it, mesti masa tu you're like... "kenapa dorang cakap sakit dia camni padahal sakit dia camni...?" ha.. macam tu la..

wonderful? VERY! i can't find the exact words to describe the feeling but the moment the nurse put the baby by my side, the exhaustion battling with life and death gone jez like that and they were replaced by an awkward joy and happiness and tah apa-apa lagi rainbow feelings when you get to hold the creature yang dok lepak dalam your perut for the past 9 ++ months! yup! i was happily crying as i greet my lil prince. he smelled all baby-ish and i loved it! those tiny lil fingers and his pouty lips and his shiny eyes were jez the cutest things i've ever seen! i cuddled him as much as i can before the nurse took him back and brought me to the ward.

i breastfed him for the first time at around 1 in the morning. memang weird and the baby pon macam tak reti lagi la. at that time baru la decide nama dia. his name came to me jez like that and fyi, nama tu tak penah ada in our baby names list. the next day tu, visitors came endlessly termasukla ipar duai from tk.

after discharged from the hospital, tak sabar2 rasa nak bawak baby mirza balik. dia kena jaundice sket but the level is not that critical, so his paediatrician allows me to bring him back home. kat rumah, we sunbathed him the 1st morning sun and bathed him with this chinese herbs concoction, for 3 days in a row!



as i was in confinement, hubby did all the dirty job. and i mean ALL! thank God that he took 2 weeks leave jez to take care of us both (and also baby myia and her mom) and at the same time to help mama, as my sis also berpantang sekali... memang kelakar but ada partner masa berpantang ni memang best!

nak cerita semua-semua, sampai esok pon tak habes sebenanya.. but whatever it is, having him, my mirzaeskandar, was the best thing ever happened in my life! pipi dia yg labuh tu je pon buat saya rasa nak macam nak gigit2 sampai lumat! can't believe that i'm a mother already, but yelah.. saya dah jadi seorang mak!!!



come nov 18th, mirzaeskandar will turn 3 months old.
come nov 18th, my marriage will reach 1 year old.
come nov 18th, i'll be in pangkor for our dept trip.

boleh?

sigh...

Labels: baby galore

posted by roxychick @ 11:54 AM